the dream stage....

i often find myself living in this stage of life, where i can see all the soulutions, my life turning out perfectly...waves magic wand, world rights its self, no more problems....if only. of course something always comes along and brings me back to

Harshly realistic stage...

in which i claim to never fall back in to that wishy washy nonsense of the dream stage and stay here forever...then theres the

Perfect stage

everything runs smoothly no suprises no excitement, but thats the problem, NOTHING HAPPENS! so i deiced that there is no need for that....i need excitement....so i go to

the Danger stage

which is truely dangerous, i throw aside disregard and live it up hard core, i drink when i want, i get trashed and rock and roll the days away, and everything seems better when your drunk, so you start to dream of it alwasy being like that....

Meloncoly stage

lonsome, lonely, and thinking....its short, yet increadibly long. it feels all together wonderfully horrible. but too much thinking leads to dreaming and

the dream stage......

vicous cylces, i used to think they were nonsense, now im living one.....